To unfuck my life and make enough money to afford a place, I wanna stay as far away as possible from my dysfunctional family. I always felt jealous of people who had the privilege of being born into a stable family. CP used to be my comfort zone, it sheltered me from the brutal reality and gave me a purpose to strive for.
But I've realized that the more I indulge in CP, the worse life becomes and my lack of accountability will eventually catch up to me. CP is to me what alcohol is to an alcoholic, just another drug to numb me from the pain of life. I can't run away forever, I have to slay the dragon once and for all.
To unfuck my life and make enough money to afford a place, I wanna stay as far away as possible from my dysfunctional family. I always felt jealous of people who had the privilege of being born into a stable family. CP used to be my comfort zone, it sheltered me from the brutal reality and gave me a purpose to strive for.
But I've realized that the more I indulge in CP, the worse life becomes and my lack of accountability will eventually catch up to me. CP is to me what alcohol is to an alcoholic, just another drug to numb me from the pain of life. I can't run away forever, I have to slay the dragon once and for all.